It has been five years

Honey,

It has been five years since you have gone to your new home. I miss you terribly. I know that you are having a great time there and are with family and loved ones.

Say hi to Aunt Lynn and Grandma for me. I feel them around too.

As a matter of fact somebody is right behind me now giving me a big hug.

Katie is married now and is going to have a baby. I know she has never really gotten over you. Jolie is pregnant too. Life goes on I guess.

We are going to karaoke this Friday. I have been taking singing lessons. I hear they are helping - at least from the teacher. He has gotten me to an octave and a half. Better practice. I wish I had gotten to hear you karaoke. I never knew you did that until after you left us.

I just bought tickets to a medium event in July. It is a small event and I really am hoping you are able to come through to connect with us. I know you are around, but it would just help so much to hear any messages from you.

I love love love you and really miss you. Just had a birthday. You are now 32 years old. What an awesome father you would have made. Jenise and I were counting on you - good thing I have Stacia and Jordan.

I had two dreams about you last week. I have only had a few over the last five years (longest five years of my life). I think they must have been visits. I would love to have more dream visits from you if you can manage it. If they were visits I think the message was by the time you were 12 you had learned the lessons you were here for and anything extra was a gift. and I know all of it was a gift. Also, sounds like you are with Aunt Lynn - since you caught a mess of crawfish in the dream.

You have a great time and hopefully you will attend the medium session in July.

All my love,

Mom

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